i've given it some time
i don't feel alright
i don't feel alive
i'm not doing fine
what's wrong with me?
bitch, what's fucking right with me?
bitch, you wanna fight with me?
bitch, watch the air you breathe
cuz i might be contagious, a burdensome tumor
and i'm usually the one that has to find some humor
you're overdoing it, i'm overexerting myself
but that doesn't change the fact that this is inescapable hell
if i give up long enough to feel better
rent stops getting paid
depression matching the weather
everyone would wish that i'd've stayed
if i quit my job it isn't my fault that my coworkers's
jobs would get much harder, but what really hurts is
that no one wants to apply that logic to my continued breathing
why's it my fucking fault if you're saddened by my bleeding?
this is my fucking pain
i will do with it what i must
i will hurt those that i trust
i will murder Elon Musk
i will accomplish my goals, that's what i've set out to do
but the issue is my goal is now disappointing you
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